#sorry im just like. mind boggled lmao. I wish I had the courage to correct people but like | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

snazum · 12 days ago

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i dont understand how u can fuck up misgendering me when my name is literatlly noah. like. how. do i need to change it back to adam?

idk how it can make it more obvious. (i live and exist as stealth trans. sort of? I don’t really talk bout being trans, but I’m open bout it when it comes up. Or i trust u. I can read vibes)

#snazum talks #like idk how u keep messin this up.#is it my stature? im just short. i’m a short guy. theres cis dudes my height.#ah wait i did use that one childhood photo of me for a presentation. so ig there?#like i said im not loud and proud but i don’t exactly stealth either #but like. idk i just chill and exist as a dude.#now im gettin paranoid that the others misgender me behind my back but like #i aint gonna start thinkin like that till i get proof #sorry im just like. mind boggled lmao. I wish I had the courage to correct people but like #I don’t have the energy or the backbone to so I just shrug. whatever #i’ll just think of you as stupid. and then also proceed to help u with ur project anyways lmao #or not even just stupid. like. i’ll give yah the benefit of the doubt and assume its a language thing? but also like.#i give people that benefit but then you’ll gender everyone else correctly so. idk. seems sort of targeted #even if it’s subconcious. which sucks. i’m sorry that you have those subconcious biases #cause I get it. me too. it takes a bit to learn and retrain.#but its a little annoying since i’ve just been living as a dude for years. like grahh. idk.#im not gonna drop my somewhat effeminate actions or whatever the fuck. i like to sound not like a dick online thanks #or like idk. i want to not seem threatening and hard to approach #not that i’m doing a great job at that but yeah idk sorry i’m exaughsted

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